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Soulcalibur - PMV

1 day, 2 hours ago
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This video was a work in progress that I just couldn't find myself to finish it, a lot of things like color correction, a whole new section and more transition and clip effects that was supposed to go in was cut because I just couldn't bring myself to finish this edit... Truth be told I'm very tired. The situation of my country is getting more and more dire. I need to work all day to make my living, and when I come home I just don't have energy to do nothing. And honestly, I've been pretty addicted to porn/masturbation in general, which has been killing me because the little energy I have in the end of the day to do anything to make my life mean something I spend it alone jacking off and honestly I am pretty tired of this. I like editing, I like making PMVs, videos like supermassive blackhole, the phnaf and the nyakkuming was so fun to edit. I really enjoy the process... I mean initially I did enjoyed it. But now I spend 90% of the time beating it and only 10% actually editing it. Maybe I will come back one day, when I have a more healthy relationship with porn in general. Then I can do my cringeworthy edits and stupid puzzles, maybe build a community around it with other people that for some reason enjoy my content and maybe I can be a little less alone. But until then, I'm done. Genuinely I hope for the best in y'alls lives. If you're reading this, you deserve happiness, and deserve to not be alone or without purpose. If you found it. That's great ! And if you didn't, you are not alone in this. Ask for help, and keep fighting it, and maybe one day we can look back and say it was worth it Peace everybody, and thanks for enjoying it my cringy, badly edited videos, with my confusing and unecessary puzzles.